Salams
I long to write, but under certain circumtances that prevent the creativity to sprout out, I am at loss. There are no absolute conditions that hinder my writing, except one: I have lost the heart to write. Not even the beauty of spring can inspire me to divulge in any kind of despair, exciting, sparkling, infuriated and tragic memoirs. The sun shines almost everyday, I know I should be grateful due to my S.A.D syndrom, but I long for a heavy rain. For once, I want to walk under the rain, immerse in its coolness, drowning in its beautiful melancholy. I am dramatic, yes. It is unbearably hot now. Given to the occurence of many natural disasters nowadays, the earth is ragingly mad, the very sign that the Judgement Day is very near. Too near.
Opening any websites, it is full of despairing stories. Horribly misery. Have you heard about or read the news about 39 palestinians (if I'm not mistaken) die due to the gas blast in the tunnel to Egypt? The news put it as only 4 people are dead, the coward papers report it in that way, way underestimate the number of death. And pray dears, who did it? The Egyptionas themselves, the muslims who are rotten inside out- who are so afraid of the sanction by the USA and the UN, but not by Allah swt. Just wait for His wraths, and all begone.
Do you read the news about a teenager who is shot by police in Malaysia? Great.
More and more babies are left out in front of the strangers' doors.
More and more murders are committed everyday.
More and more rape cases reported in every major newspapers.
More and more adultries, bribery, accidents - the very things that could lead to the loss of faith. Faith in the human essence - the decency -is no longer exist. We have became an animal community instead.
"Kami menciptakan untuk Jahanam banyak jin dan manusia; mereka mempunyai hati (otak), tetapi tidak memahami dengannya; mereka mempunyai mata, tetapi tidak melihat dengannya; mereka mempunyai telinga, tetapi tidak mendengar dengannya. Mereka adalah seperti binatang ternak; tidak, tetapi mereka lebih jauh sesat. Mereka itu, merekalah orang-orang yang lalai." (7:179)
Let's pray, my dears, for not falling under syaitan's whispers and its wicked traps.
I long to write, but under certain circumtances that prevent the creativity to sprout out, I am at loss. There are no absolute conditions that hinder my writing, except one: I have lost the heart to write. Not even the beauty of spring can inspire me to divulge in any kind of despair, exciting, sparkling, infuriated and tragic memoirs. The sun shines almost everyday, I know I should be grateful due to my S.A.D syndrom, but I long for a heavy rain. For once, I want to walk under the rain, immerse in its coolness, drowning in its beautiful melancholy. I am dramatic, yes. It is unbearably hot now. Given to the occurence of many natural disasters nowadays, the earth is ragingly mad, the very sign that the Judgement Day is very near. Too near.
Opening any websites, it is full of despairing stories. Horribly misery. Have you heard about or read the news about 39 palestinians (if I'm not mistaken) die due to the gas blast in the tunnel to Egypt? The news put it as only 4 people are dead, the coward papers report it in that way, way underestimate the number of death. And pray dears, who did it? The Egyptionas themselves, the muslims who are rotten inside out- who are so afraid of the sanction by the USA and the UN, but not by Allah swt. Just wait for His wraths, and all begone.
Do you read the news about a teenager who is shot by police in Malaysia? Great.
More and more babies are left out in front of the strangers' doors.
More and more murders are committed everyday.
More and more rape cases reported in every major newspapers.
More and more adultries, bribery, accidents - the very things that could lead to the loss of faith. Faith in the human essence - the decency -is no longer exist. We have became an animal community instead.
"Kami menciptakan untuk Jahanam banyak jin dan manusia; mereka mempunyai hati (otak), tetapi tidak memahami dengannya; mereka mempunyai mata, tetapi tidak melihat dengannya; mereka mempunyai telinga, tetapi tidak mendengar dengannya. Mereka adalah seperti binatang ternak; tidak, tetapi mereka lebih jauh sesat. Mereka itu, merekalah orang-orang yang lalai." (7:179)
Let's pray, my dears, for not falling under syaitan's whispers and its wicked traps.
